I tried so hard, and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter

.................. -_- im having very bad thoughts right now and i need to stop but i dont know how i need like metal help...
i never thought i could hate so much.....
i feel like a bad person just thinking these things.....

i need to be saved from myself.....

im dying a little bit here.....
damn freakin mood swings >.>.....

I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again...